Gonna end my life soon.......

Howdy howl!!!! Folks!! A new year has come!!! but it's just another boring day for me.....and erm......of course reluctantly welcoming PMR.......

By the way.....PMR is really a big challenge for me cuz.....you know......i facebook more than i face books.......and busying with all those you-know-what........;)

Obsession to SMOSH hasn't fade.......and expectedly i'm obsessed to other guys such as shane.d.......p.chao......nigahiga......annoying orange ( and pear ).......fred......wait.....WHAT???!!! NO NO NO......not fred...... Listening to his high-pitched voice for 5 secs is gonna make me semi-retarded.......like him......

1st day of school??? duh.......not really much happened......if waking at 6 in the morning, facing unfamiliar faces, get bullied by form 4 students (trust me....that really suck....), stuck in this school maze, dunno what to do, fall asleep in the class......isn't considering much things.....then yeah......not really much happened.

ANYWAYS......what else could I do when i'm still in form 3 waiting to get scold by seniors n teachers??? A whole new year is a great thing for u??? not for me......yeah......cuz i don't suck enough......XD.........If u asked me......hey r u in danger??? i will say.....EXACTLY....... What am i still gonna say?? Bruno Mars won't even catch a grenade for me.......or take out a blade for me......

SAVE MY SOUL!!!

Ok......so until now......b4 any good things happen......i will say that my new year resolution is......i hope i can survive this particular absurd year and don't die too soon......

If I really suffocate during 2011......this post would be my last words......clearly written for why I should say goodbye to this world earlier......remember to bring an iPad for me b4 burying me~ =)

excusez-moi......au revoir!!!

Urgh!! I'm so busy!! Am I?? XD

Hey you little drunken mistakes ;) (copied from somewhere XD)

Recently I'm so stressed cuz I'm so busy dealing with things like
a) obsessing
b) dealing with obsessing
c) dealing with...other stupid stuffs
And I'm so busy watching south park...simpsons...smosh...shane dawson...and ALL OTHER RUBBISH...kinda busy aren't I? XD Well you know the answer =)

Talking about busyness....everyone is busy...yeah of course...
Like the businessmen...the homeless...the teachers...and some other whores...and of course...STUDENTS

How to you make yourself NOT busy... FREE FROM ANXIOUSNESS!! YEAH!! I'm sure there's SOOOO many people wanna do this...and of course me too =)

Step 1: VISITING
Lame way huh?? NO... It's becuz when you're out there visiting with your 'fake' or 'true' friends...you just keep your busy mind out of the door and slam it shut...
Well...after that...when you see your FRIENDS...immediately busyness...huh...nowhere to go!!

Step 2: READING
Hmm...yeah of course...reading...
If you are way too busy and pushing yourself LOTS of stress...pick a book and open it!
No matter it's bedtime stories...childish storybooks...comics...magazines...or porn books ( did i just say that?? =| ) ...whatever!!
Just open something to read...concentrate on it...no matter how disgusting or ugly the font types or the graphics are...just read it!!
Well...sometimes reading could be busy too huh?? So I don't think this is the best idea...=)

Step 3: GOSSIPING
Hey!! There's so many celebrities or slutty friends out there for you to talk about!!
Why not share your gossips and say "ooh...did XXX just make out with YYY??" or "she is PREGNANT?? OH MY GOD...WHO WAS THAT GUY??" or something like these...
So...GOSSIPING...no matter you are a boy or a girl...gay or straight...white or black...just gossip about something!! You can ever gossip lame things about how idiotic is your lagged computer like nerds or something else...=D

Step 4: KEEP ANOTHER IDIOT BUSY...so you won't look busy as you thought!!
How do you keep an idiot busy?
Well...easy...just simply write "PLEASE TURN OVER" in two pages of a single paper...and they will busying 'turning over' the paper... XD

So guys...if you excuse me I gotta go!! Cuz I'm busy XD

Oh last friday night...(24/9)

'Last Friday Night' was edited...and dedicated to a 'friend'...who asked her so and so to phone me...and...said I ''accidentally took'' her project...


There's a stranger in my phone,
There's a pounding in her tone,
Papers all over the room
Pink folios all at my bed
I smell like a minibar
Your mum's kicked ass in ur house
Friendship's on the barbeque

There's a hickie or a bruise
Memories of our year
Ended up apart
I'm screwed
Oh well
It's a black top blur
But I'm pretty sure you sucks!!!!

Last Friday night
Yeah I raked my filthy hair
Wiping tears that'r on my face
You backstabbed but u forgot

Last Friday night
Yeah I maxed your posh patience
And got pissed off by ur mum
So we bust the friendship line

Erm...I'm pretty sure that in this entire universe...no one wants to be betrayed...no one wants to be scolded by someone's mum...no one wants to end a friendship...and I'm very very very sure that...no one ever ever ever wants to STEAL YOUR STINKY KH FOLIO!!!!

The Magical Part of You...

I don't know why...when I see you...I kept smiling like an idiot...

Maybe it's just that I have a little...little...little crush on you. Yeah, just a little...

Your innocence is a beauty to me...and it made me smile all the time. =D

But behind that smile...there's still disappointment...I don't know if you feel the same way too just as I do... Haiz...emo disease relapsed...T^T

Well, that's all I can say...=P

严重警告。。。

终于，这是我第一次用中文来写 blog，不懂是什么感觉。感觉上很好笑啦。。。

快到AGM了。。。谁会那么lucky做到我的junior leh？？我想告诉我的未来junior。。。你会被我折磨得不堪设想，求生不能，求死不得！！如果不要被我那样地＂爱护＂呢。。。你们就快点fail掉你的maths啦。。。这样你就不会那么＂lucky＂了。。。

还有一点，说真的，你们有时侯会弄到我傻掉。。。竟然还敢跟senior们一起去trip？？？真是拥有天大的胆子啊。。。尤其是要我们多多迁就的那位MR.CHIEW？可以不要以为你的妈妈帮你做靠山，我们senior就很赞成你去trip horr？？你懂我们senior是si bei不爽你吗？？？！！！身为一个很好心的senior，我想给你一些忠告。。那就是：

a) 吃饭时最好不要让senior接手到，因为我不知道我们会在你的饭菜上面加一些什么料。。。
b) 最好避免给senior看到，因为我不知道我们会在你的脸上加上几个肿瘤。。。
c) 晚上睡觉时，如果看到有一个senior在你面前，最好快点闪掉。。。要不然我们不会让你看到明天的太阳。。。不不不，是今晚的月亮你也休想看到！！！！

好啦。。。这是我给某某某junior的严重警告。。。去trip的时候千千万万要小心。。。不然我们回来的时候会少点算到一个人数。。。那很有可能就。。。是。。。你！！！！！

Mighty life...

Here we are!! In the school surrounded by hatred...anger...and OF COURSE...boringness...

"CAN YOU GUYS JUST STOP WANDERING AROUND AND LISTEN TO ME???!!!"...shouted the bitch. I saw grey air with an unusual feeling flying...crossing through my eyes. As I turned my head around...there she goes...the ignorant vice chairman of the Cameron Highlands so-called 'trip'...standing at the stage...trading stares with those people...

My mind goes...What the hell is she doing?? Wulala~ I just wanna stop this...she's very very very annoying when she's shouting and yelling without any patience or a determination of a leader... Hey dude...being a leader...you CANNOT release your temper whenever and wherever you want!! Still VICE CHAIRMEN LEH?! Sighs...I can't blame her fully...what do you expect? I mean...what do i expect?? That doesn't make any sense...really... Can't you see that 99% of the students are really really really getting mad?? It's not just you please...


Sometimes you have to be a bitch just to get things to done...I get it...I get it...Well...I don't get it!!! Once a bitch...always a bitch...what I say =)

Psychiatric mind of mine

My mind is just like the Penrose Stairs...spinning and spinning and spinning. I don’t know where’s the end...it just can’t stop. I keep on walking...walking...walking...but I still can’t get my end. Where’s the end? When’s the end gonna appear in front of me? Should I keep on walking? Or should I give up and just stop at where I stopped?

Today...I realized something. Since the Penrose Stairs is in my mind...why not create an end for it? Why keep on walking...when I can create an end by myself? There...I can stop...and at the same time...finished. Maybe I can open the door at the end...and find another new world of myself. It gave me hope...it gave me hope...it really gave me… but then...what I got...was just another Penrose Stairs.

Guys...I knew y’all are really confusing...and some will understand what’s in my mind. But then...no need to worry about it. I’m the only one who’s gonna worry about it. Really. And in the end...if I didn’t give her a chance...I can’t give myself a chance. Therefore...no matter how many ends I created...it will just lead me to another complicated mind. Maybe I’ll just turn the other way round...look things more open-minded...there...I will find myself a new world. A new world full of beauty and innocence...a new world of pure friendship...a new world of dedicated life…...